Seven Years

Hey Family,
This blog stems from our family's desire to get fit. And our desire to get fit, and stay that way, stems largely from Dad's death. All four of his children, and now his grandchild and future grandchildren, have the "family history" stamp on our medical records. That family history stamp scares me so much because the person who seemed the most invincible, the strongest person in the world, the one who could protect us all from anything, was vulnerable in a way I had never imagined. I am really proud of all of us for working to make our hearts healthier and less vulnerable.

But today I am mostly just really sad. I'm trying to be inspired by our family, but I'm mostly just really sad. It is hard to believe it's been 7 years. It's still hard for me to believe it happened at all.

I just thought I'd share how I'm feeling and let you all know I'm thinking of you today. Ben and I are going to have King's Hat for lunch, which is decidedly un-heart-heathly. And maybe even some Taco Treat for dinner (why not go all out?). I'll be thinking of how strong we all are and how strong and loving our hearts are. I'll also be thinking of where half of that strength and love came from - and be missing him like crazy.
Love you.